Every day life

So I’m living pay check to pay check and I also need to start getting things done for the housing application for mother and their children. It’s coming up soon so I had to file for their birth certificates and I need those anyways to put my son in school . I was served with child support paper work and I don’t think I have ever been happier because it’s a start in the right direction. I will start paying and hopefully I will either get custody or visitation shortly after. I know his dad was served as well so maybe he will show up with my son. Maybe I can see him. Idk. I miss him so much his brothers birthday is coming up and they need one another. They have been away for so long and they don’t deserve that. If you pray pray for my family I appreciate it. God and my boys keeps me going every day. I won’t let myself fall back into the old me or the ways that put me in this situation.